2025 has to be different I can't keep struggling like this.

I'm starting to see all the damage my loneliness has caused, it's impossible to ignore anymore. I hope to be more social and stop isolating out of fear & insecurity.

Start the path that leads me out of here.

Make more changes.

Let people in, stop letting paranoia control my life.

No more self-punisment.

Understand myself better.

Be more optimistic.